自习有感

很郁闷,最近怎么都看不进去书,想着以后的道路…总是要做出很多痛苦的选择,放弃自己真正想要的东西.有时候你想像的和实际生活并不一致,你可能有这个能力,但是也不得不放弃…每个人都会有自己的一个终极理想,无论我走哪条路,都为了实现它.
上星期学校发了奖学金,说什么都得请客哈…跟大仙说了,由他安排这些事了…有时候你对别人好,只是为了别人不说你坏罢了…

好久没写

人生的命运真的是无法预测,更令人不可捉摸,你真的是不知道你前进的道路上还会有些什么,你真的不知道你的未来是什么,你真的不知道你是不是还有未来……有时候一些变故会让你措手不及,从而改变人生的方向;当然,你也可以战胜它们,那些挫折!我乐于分享我的快乐,却还没有学会发泄我的痛苦,貌似还没有找到可以倾诉的对象……

Whoo-ah!Al Pacino在《闻香识女人》中的经典台词

     Mr. Simms, you are 
  a cover-up artist… 

   
   
   
  and you are a liar. 
   
   
   
  But not a snitch ! 
   
   
   
  Excuse me ? 
   
   
   
  No, I don’t 
  think I will. 
   
   
   
  – Mr. Slade. 
  - This is such a crock of shit ! 
   
   
   
  Please watch your language, 
  Mr. Slade. 

   
   
   
  You are in the Baird school, 
  not a barracks. 

   
   
   
  Mr. Simms, I will give you one 
  final opportunity to speak up. 
   

   
   
  Mr. Simms 
  doesn’t want it. 
   
   
   
  He doesn’t need 
  to be labeled… 
   
   
   
  "still worthy of 
  being a Baird man." 
   
   
   
  What the hell 
  is that ? 
   
   
   
  What is your motto here ? 
   
   
   
  "Boys, inform on your 
  classmates, save your hide; 
   
   
   
  anything short of that, 
  we’re gonna burn you at the stake" ? 
   
   
   
  Well, gentlemen, 
   
   
   
  when the shit hits the fan, 
  some guys run… 
   
   
   
  and some guys stay. 
   
   
   
  Here’s Charlie facin’ the fire, 
  and there’s George… 
   
   
   
  hidin’ in 
  big daddy’s pocket. 
   
   
   
  And what are you doin’ ? 
   
   
   
  You’re gonna 
  reward George… 
   
   
   
  and destroy Charlie. 
   
   
   
  -Are you finished, Mr. Slade ? 
  -No, I’m just gettin’ warmed up. 
   
   
   
  I don’t know who 
  went to this place. 
   
   
   
  William Howard Taft, 
  William Jennings Bryant, 
   
   
   
  William Tell, whoever. 
   
   
   
  Their spirit is dead, 
  if they ever had one. 
   
   
   
  It’s gone. 
   
   
   
  You’re buildin’ 
  a rat ship here, 
   
   
   
  a vessel for 
  seagoin’ snitches. 
   
   
   
  And if you think you’re 
  preparin’ these minnows for manhood, 
   
   
   
  you better think again, 
   
   
   
  because I say you are 
  killin’ the very spirit… 
   
   
   
  this institution 
  proclaims it instills. 
   
   
   
  What a sham. 
   
   
   
  What kind of a show 
  are you guys puttin’ on here today ? 
   
   
   
  I mean, the only class 
  in this act is sittin’ next to me. 
   
   
   
  I’m here to tell you 
  this boy’s soul is intact. 
   
   
   
  It’s non-negotiable. 
  You know how I know ? 
   
   
   
  Someone here, and I’m not gonna say who, 
  offered to buy it. 
   
   
   
  - Only Charlie here wasn’t sellin’. 
  – Sir, you’re out of order. 
   
   
   
  I show you out of order. 
   
   
   
  You don’t know what 
  out of order is, Mr. Trask. 
   
   
   
  I’d show you, 
  but I’m too old, 
   
   
   
  I’m too tired, 
  too fuckin’ blind. 
   
   
   
  If I were the man I was 
  five years ago, I’d take… 
   
   
   
  a flamethrower 
  to this place ! 
   
   
   
  Out of order ? Who the hell 
  you think you’re talkin’ to ? 
   
   
   
  I’ve been around, 
  you know ? 
   
   
   
  There was a time 
  I could see. 
   
   
   
  And I have seen. 
   
   
   
  Boys like these, 
  younger than these, 
   
   
   
  their arms torn out, 
  their legs ripped off. 
   
   
   
  But there is nothin’ 
  like the sight… 
   
   
   
  of an amputated spirit. 
   
   
   
  There is 
  no prosthetic for that. 
   
   
   
  You think you’re merely sendin’ 
  this splendid foot soldier… 
   
   
   
  back home to Oregon with 
  his tail between his legs, 
   
   
   
  but I say you are… 
   
   
   
  executin’ his soul ! 
   
   
   
  And why ? 
   
   
   
  Because he’s not 
  a Baird man. 
   
   
   
  Baird men. 
  You hurt this boy, 
   
   
   
  you’re gonna be Baird bums, 
  the lot of you. 
   
   
   
  And, Harry, Jimmy, 
   
   
   
  Trent, wherever 
 

暑假综述

1、把三级的内容大概看了一下,感觉多做题才是王道!

2、对那些paper极难提起兴趣!

3、一九八四看了一半了,没啥感觉!

4、有段时间又回到了高中那样,不过貌似做饭的手艺没啥退步,还一样,自己吃得下去就行了——一句话,做饭要得是兴趣!不过本人一直不善于还价,能到超市买到的,就不去菜场,汗~

5、感叹一下,中国的金牌真是多啊!不知道怎么说好了……